Im back …

It has been a long time since i have been writing on the blog .. I take a small gap now . Really i was busy these days . Now im in 10th standard and a lot to study and the main reason why i don’t post something is ….. Im not sad now ….

Really these days are happier .. I got new friends , new experiences , and new lessons in life . Next month i will turn 15 but still im like a child . Always weeping if i lost something or hoping to get love and care from everyone .

But i also got matured … Especially in my behaviour .. i started to be a bold girl , i could now say no to all odds and i started to live for myself ..

Now i feel to post something …..

Yes its my come back …

i wish to thank a lot of people in blog , who always stand by my side in my sorrows and happiness and taught me what life is …

First to wordpress …..

THEN MY FIRST FRIEND IN BLOG

MY BROTHER ,FRIEND , SOULMATE ….

ABHIRAM BABU …

Then ,

SANGEETH .S.G

then

SRIJAN GUPTA

AND

AJIN K LAL

I DONT KNOW IF IM SPECIAL FOR U ALL ..

But u r for me ….

Tqs all for gifting me the most beautiful days of life … I can never forget uuu . Everyday i remember u all , always u r there in my dreams and life … I will never forget uuu in my life until death …

Some people comes into our life not for reason but finally we changes and creates a reason for their arrival …

JUST BE COOL AND BE HAPPY

ANAKHA . S. R ..

Someone specialΒ 

I will be turning 15 after 3 months . In these 15 years I experienced a lot of happiness and sadness.  Many persons came into my life .. some are still with me and some left me for no reason . But everyone taught me something in life to follow .

I think the one who read my blog usually notice in my few posts I mentioned about someone , who liked my posts first and commented it . Yup … This is for him …my first friend in blog . He was not just a friend , something more than that . He say me as a sister but I was not able to see him as a brother . Moreover he was more than just a friend for me . We talked a lot …. And became close friends …

He wrote a beautiful story . After reading that I too wrote one . From his works I understand that writing can make us enter into ones πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“ 😊 heart . But I don’t know if I succeeded or not . As you all know I couldn’t hide anything , I am open to all. We had some fights ….. Some clashes . But I feel really upset and told not to message again . 

I really felt sad for my mistake . Then each moment I began to miss him. But as truth always come above all . I got him back . I agreed to be his sis …..

We are siblings , friends and for me secretely ( soul mate ) ….. I want to thank him for giving me the most beautiful days of my life ….. 

I love you my bro …….I miss uuuuu 

TeardropΒ 

I don’t know if there is rebirth .

If it is there , then I wish to be something … 

Yes …

A teardrop .

Yup to be born in the eyes of my love.

To live my few seconds in his beautiful cheeks 

And then finally ….

To die in his sweet lips …..

I just love you blindly ajuyetta . I can’t tell how much it is … … I miss uuuuu lot 😒😒


 – With lots love …

Anakha …


My love Story πŸ’žπŸ˜ŠπŸ’•



Why I love you these much sweetheart πŸ’•

Still I remember the day I saw you for the first time …. We smiled at each other and I never expected that you will be mine forever. 

I don’t know how we fall in love with each other. You were looking so cute ,so I gave you the name cute kuttan . I thought you were studying in +1 or +2 but……that’s it all my predictions we’re wrong .

I just wanted to be your friend . We chatted and I feel so comfortable with you. Like we we’re friends long back . You were so funny and your presence made me happier but that time also I haven’t expected that we were falling in love with each other .

The same day of our first meet … It might be night 8:45 . You asked do I like you . I said yes , everyone in our school bus likes you and me too . Then you asked is that like love …….. I think for lot . I said no it’s just friendship . You said sorry and said bye . I felt so sad . Then you said you had many lovers before but having a special feel towards me . And asked to be his wife forever and not just a lover ………..

The next moment I said Yes .

Our Love story thus begins …..

We shared our darkest secrets and promised to be one forever . We faced many challenges but we stand together and fought . Our Love story continues …..

    

My sweetheart πŸ’•

I just blindly love you baby .Every single moment I’m thinking about you .Our days of love ,you showed me heaven . I can say to everyone that love is divine , uuuu proved it . Why do you love me these much baby ? I’m not cute , nor nothing much special about me but you just love me a lot and I’m jelous of myself for being loved so much by u . At first I thought you were not much serious about our love but now I’m damn sure about it .

(First one in brown dress is my love Ajuraj and the one in red dress is his brother Anuraj )

When my mom asked you are u stopping this relationship or not …. You said no she is my girl and I will marry her . I feel proud to be your girl….
We are now long distance apart , but our πŸ’“ is one . I miss you a lot baby . I’m waiting to see you cute smile and be hold in your hands . I just want to hug you tight and kiss you … MwaaaaaaaΓ aaaaaaah πŸ˜˜πŸ˜˜πŸ˜˜πŸ˜˜πŸ˜˜πŸ˜˜πŸ˜˜πŸ˜˜πŸ‘Ά babyyyyy…
     _ WITH LOTS LOVE YOUR MOLUTTI 

Valentine’s Day πŸ˜ŠπŸ’•

Love is the song of my heart and it’s rhythm is you my love ….😘😘😘😘😘

Love comes through eyes ,as they help me see you . Love comes through ears ,as they help me hear your soft voice . Love comes through hands ,as your touch sent shivers down my spine .Love comes through dreams,as I dream about the life you have imparted me .Love comes through smiles ,as I fall for you everytime you smile .Love comes through your tight embrace ,making me feel secure in your arms .Love comes through the heart ,as my heart skips a beat whenever I see you and love comes through me ….. Love comes through you ….. So that’s what our love is all about .

Undivided attention and unconditional love are the two things a girl expect from her guy … U gave me more than that . It has been 76 days we have met , 2 months and 14 days …. Each moment my depth of love towards u is increasing …..

I can’t lose u because if I ever did I I would lose my best friend,my soulmate,my smile , my laugh , my everything …..

The greatest challenge of life is finding true love and I found uuuuu …

It’s Valentine’s day we can’t enjoy it together but I wanna hear from u love me more than you did before …

       Anakha loves Ajuraj ….

I feel sad

I wish to post something but my mind is not clear ….. My past is haunting me .I need to get rid of it …..

December is mystery month in my life ….. Of both happiness and sadness ….

2015 December 22 …. Me ANAKHA fall in love ……

2016 December 22….. I had my break up

2017 December 22 …. That memories haunt me ….

I need relief ….. Soon

_ Anakha .S.R